Friday, October 10, 2008

It was so much fun to go to my 10 wk appointment! Since I miscarried last time my OB wanted to see me at 6wks and then again at 10wks this time. At our second appointment he was so nice and gave us a quick ultrasound "on the house," so that we could see the baby moving and hear the heartbeat (which was Justin's favorite part), because my doctor knew how nervous I was going into this second pregancy. We couldn't be more thrilled to have this little one join our family!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

5 years



Justin and I celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary on July 19th. Wow! Kind of crazy. Time goes by so fast. It's amazing how our love has grown so much over the last 5 years, you think back to the day you were married and you think you loved each other so much then...but it doesn't even compare to now! Every day it grows more and more through the good times and the tough times and because of those times it gets stronger. We didn't have a whole lot of time or money this year so we just started driving, we ended up going to Duck Creek Days and then kept driving up to Bryce Canyon where we had dinner at the famous Ruby's Inn. It was so nice to just have the day to spend together! I love you Jut!!

Lava Hot Springs 2008

Yuba Lake









For Justin's family camping trip this year we went to Yuba Lake. We decided it would be fun this year to do more of a boating trip. We all had a great time with the wake boards and the tubes. I couldn't get in the water because I had eye surgery like 2 days before this, so I could ride in the boat as long as I put drops in my eyes every ten minutes and kept my sunnies on!

Friday, July 18, 2008

The Big Wheel Race

Justin had this great idea that when all the borthers got together for his graduation that they would have this big wheel race. So of course he got everyone excieted and commited. Next comes all the planning and the rules...Jut and I went out driving one day to find the perfect hill for the race, we start driving up this steep mountain road with lots of turns...and the whole time Justin is saying, "this is great, it will be perfect..." one mile passes, and I say, "ok this looks like a good place to start" but Jut keeps on going, so two miles pass, and then three miles...finally at 3.8 miles Justin stops and is satisfied. He wanted to make usre the race wasn't over too quick...needless to say the first big wheel fell apart maybe 30 feet from the starting line, and the rest shortly there after...TJ made it the farthest, but I think Sam got going the fastest. Tom and Lynn were in the front of the race with the car and I thin kthey said they were going 35 mph and he was coming up on them. Each one of them were bound and determined to win, they were holding the wheels onto their bikes with their hands trying to get just a little bit further. It was a pretty funny sight, but since I was following the race in the truck picking up each of them one by one as their big wheels wouldn't stay together any more I wasn't able to get any pictures of the actual race so these ones will have to do.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Graduation/Birthday

Since Jax and Justin's birthdays were so close to Justin's graduation we decided it would be fun to celebrate them all together. So after Justin's graduation we went to our clubhouse and had lunch, presents, and cake and ice cream.






Justin graduated from Southern Utah University on May 3, 2008 with his Bachelors of Science with a major in Psychology and a minor in Buisness. He worked so hard and I am so proud of him! Thank you to all our family who came out to support him!




Friday, May 9, 2008

I honestly never thought in a million years that this would ever happen to me. It all started on Thursday and by Saturday afternoon my baby was gone. I will never forget that day for the rest of my life. It broke my heart to go into the room usually meant for happy things, like finding out that you are pregnant, or finding out what you are having, so the ultrasound projection on the wall is all nicely framed to display the good news, only to have the unexplainable feeling of seeing the little gestational sac on the ultrasound screen and to have someone tell you they can't see a heartbeat and that you are experiencing a miscarriage. I was 8 weeks along but the baby only measured at about 5 and a half weeks, he explained to me that I had a missed miscarriage. Meaning I should have miscarried three weeks ago but the placenta that produces the pregnancy hormone kept telling my body that I was still pregnant, and only now was my body starting to realize that the baby wasn't growing and developing. So, the doctor gave me some medication to help me pass everything, I really didn't know what to expect. Not only is the physical pain unbearable but emotionally and mentally it is draining as well. I was lucky enough to have lots of family around, my mom came for Justin's graduation as well as all of his family. I can't thank them all enough for helping me through this hard time. I have really appreciated all the love, concern and prayers in our behalf. What a blessing family is.